Tomorrow I finally get to see my baby and see a little heart beating and share the happy news with everyone who doesn't already know. It's been almost 4 weeks since I got my first positive pregnancy test and I had no idea if I'd make it this far, if I'd have some gut feeling, if I'd have spotting, etc. Surprisingly, these last 4 weeks have gone pretty fast. I still feel pregnant (and terrible at times). It reassures me. I feel pretty positive about the appointment tomorrow. But there's still that little niggling voice in the back of my head that says "what if?" What if we go in and see nothing or see a baby that's so far behind in it's development that it's not viable? I just don't know if I can do it again. All I can do is pray pray pray that I don't have to. That all is well in the world.
Tomorrow at 1:45 cannot come soon enough.
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